Friday, December 11, 2009
Pray for a Christmas Miracle
Please pray for a Christmas miracle. My blood test is not too far off and all the home tests are still testing negative. I know God is not a God of numbers and tests and that He can overcome any obstacle if that is His will for us and our babies. But I confess, my heart is struggling with fear, and my faith and hope are small right now. I'm just so afraid God's answer is going to be "no" again this time and my heart is so weary of that answer. Please pray that He would see fit to let us meet these little babies here on earth. I know if that's not His plan that ultimately, it's best. But I just really wish that us getting to meet them here IS His best. We'll know for sure, soon enough. God, grow my faith and trust!
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Praying for you, sweetie.
ReplyDeleteI am praying for your family too Jen. Our God is a God of miracles and He can do this thing I am praying fervently and often through tears that his answer is not "no" this time. Our hope rests in His character.
ReplyDeleteI'm praying too!! I am praying for his will to be a big fat postive!!!! It it's not don't forget his answer might be, "not yet" amd not a solid, "no." His timing is always perfect but I know that is hard to understand and sometimes not until time has passed do you see the big picture. I can say this because of my three adopted chidren. Psalm 113:9
ReplyDelete-Kriss ((((Hugs)))
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Oh, Jen...I know that fear and struggle with hope all to well. I just had a long message typed out but I forgot to enter my name and email, so it erased it. :(
ReplyDeletePlease know how hard I am praying for you. Praying for your Christmas miracle, and praying just as much for God to take away the fear in your heart as I know how gripping it can be. I love you, sweet friend, and I hope you get to meet your precious babes this side of heaven.
Praying for you guys! Always!
ReplyDeletePraying for hope, the miracle of life and peace for the journey your family takes next!
ReplyDeletePraying for your Christmas MIRACLES!!
ReplyDeleteContinually prying for you Jen. I want this so badly for you both! Hugs my dear friend♥
ReplyDeletePraying, but also know that I took MANY home pregnancy tests(first cheap ones, then I thought that it was becasue they were cheap-so I went out and bought the most expensive! lol) right up to the day I had the blood test and they were all negative, but the blood test was a big ole POSITIVE...so don't lose faith, don't lose hope!!!!! Adam is living proof that those home pregnancy tests don't always catch them at the early, early stage!!!
ReplyDeleteYou're gonna be such a good Mom. When your baby is ill, you'll check their temperature every 1/2 hour, when they are sleeping you will look in on them every 15 minutes(if you can bring yourself to ever move them out of your room into the nursery). :) :) :)