I have about 75 blog posts floating around in my head that I have yet to post...sigh.
I keep vacillating on whether or not I'm going to keep blogging.
On the one hand, I really have a heart for embryo adoption and I've been able to talk to countless people about it through this blog.
On the other hand, much of what I blog about now is Matthew. While I like that it puts a face to embryos and demonstrates exactly what is at stake when we handle these precious little lives, I also know that reading a blog all about a toddler is not high on the list of people struggling through infertility.
On the other hand again though, I love that this has become a record for me and for Matthew even if for nobody else. I was reading through the posts right before and after his birth yesterday and I was so grateful that I had that recorded. As someone who hates to journal, blogging fills the void of documentation.
I tried to keep 2 blogs once... it just didn't work well.
I don't have time to blog often, but if I don't blog regularly, people stop visiting, so with no readers, there's no real point anyway unless it's just to diary Matthew. Which is ok.
So anyway. I might be back...sometime! I do enjoy blogging, I just don't find I have the time or energy to keep up with it!